Triscadecaphobia
A fear of the number 13. Anyone else crazy enough to blog today?
I have been busy as hell with work during the day…then classes at night. I have a test tonight so I have been studying like a freak!! When I’m done with my test I’ll have a moment to breathe and finish my back posting extravaganza!
Still tweaking my site design…added some links to my profiles and changed some formatting around a bit. Friendster, MySpace and Consumating profiles are linked…along with my Amazon wish-list (muhahah book insanity). I’m trying to clean up my book listing at All consuming so it works with tags correctly, then I can show a little more about what I have been reading…because everyone cares about that. :P
I have some good stories too! OMG…the shit that has happened recently is just from a freaking movie…what else is new? I’ve always got some crazy story to tell.
cheers,
-bd
Just another Friday
I have some posting to catch up on…but I have some ranting to do. It’s happened again if you can believe it: I kinda like a friend of mine, but I’m kinda talking to someone else too.
It seems almost inevitable that when I start talking to someone –break– yes we are playing the pronoun game here because I am two years old….someone does mean female, a girl…a cute one too. –unbreak– sooo where was I? YEAH! It seems almost inevitable that when I start talking to someone on a regular basis that I have an interest in getting to know a little more about, I find someone else I would also like to get to know more about. Now, some people would think that this is a good thing: having choices. The problem is that I tend to botch things up with all parties when I get to this point. Why? Well I don’t have “mad pimping game skillz” like some fellas (haha riiiiiight), but I get to a point where I think I might hurt someone because I donno if I can focus on one person and still be honest about it to the other person…then my great gift of over-thinking goes into overdrive so I make more out of every situation then there is and it’s all down hill from there. I rock!!
I should mention that one person I just talk to and there isn’t much beyond that right now; but we started talking on the premise of a possible date in the future. Thankfully we talk openly (to a point) about other people we talk to. So no real big problem there. The other person…well it’s a little complicated, and the complications don’t need to be weighed just yet.
Let’s just say that right now I have a problem. There is someone that I used to be flirty-with-no-problem friends with. A few weekends ago I gained some insight into her thoughts on our flirty nature; this made me think which is not always a good thing. I then spent some time with her this past weekend and saw a different side of things (good side) and I am now…well I’m not a babbling dweeb about it! :) I pretty much tongue tied when we talk and the only way I can talk is by not looking her her eyes. Why? Well you know how a mouse sort of gets hypnotized by a snake before it gets devoured? Yea, that’s pretty much the situation: I’m the mouse.
So if you are a regular reader you know I tend to exaggerate a little and overreact. Right, I’m a freak and I’m all over the map. So, my reactions are just like I said, but I have been keeping them subtle. Last night I happened to bump into her again and well…I’m pretty sure she caught on that there might be a “little issue” on my side of the fence. AWESOME! I suck.
*sigh* Life likes to throw curve-balls doesn’t it?
“Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak out and remove all doubt. “
– Abraham Lincoln
Another quiz stolen from Carol
F I R S T S :
-First job: Other then chores at home? “Computer Guy” in the accounting department
-First funeral: I was 12 or 13; he was a neighbor of ours….always gave out HUGE candy bars for Halloween.
-First pet: ONLY PET! Herbie…he was a lizard (fire skink) :)
-First piercing/tattoo: Left ear at 18, right ear at 22 maybe 23. Tattoo on left arm/delt 1997, top of my back 1999, right arm/delt 2001/2002(?)
-First credit card: 1997, joint account with mom and dad when I was out of state at school
-First real kiss: Oooo this is cheesy…while I had the preschool playground kisses, my first real emotional kiss was some time after or maybe just November 2, 1994 when I had my first girlfriend…awwww *puke* hahaha Actually her and I are still close friends AND I just went to her wedding. CRAZY!
-First love: Jakie…see above :)
-First real enemy: Kids at school…blah
-First favorite musician: Chuck Berry! “Johnny B. Goode” I loved that song…still do!
-L A S T S:
-Last car ride: My drive to work
-Last library book checked out: I donno; but I did “borrow” a book or two recently. One was on formal toasts at dinners. No I didn’t steal it, I borrowed it :P
-Last movie watched: DVD – Oceans 12…PIMP! Movies – A Lot Like Love
-Last beverage drank: Water
-Last food consumed: Large Dairy Queen Brownie Batter Blizzard!
-Last time showered: This morning
-Last CD played: Tamara Bedricky – Through these eyes
-Last website visited: blogger.com duh
-Birthday: Nov 2nd
-Sign: Scorpio
-Siblings: 2 – Older sister & older brother.
-Hair color: Dark Brown.
-Eye color: Brown
RIGHT NOW WHAT ARE YOU…:
-Wearing: Khakis and a white polo shirt
-Thinking about: The weekend…
-Listening to: Liz Phair – LizPhair and Exile in Guyville (oh hush!)
-Wanting: **secret** muhahaa :)
nice blogger ate the rest of this post…how annoying
F A V O R I T E S:
-Favorite song: I have too many, my music collection is sick sick sick! Let’s go with my top three: Neil Young “Searching for a heart of gold”; Tamara Bedricky “Until I find you”; David Gray “This year’s love”.
-Favorite movie: I have too many…so I’ll list the few I have talked about recently: Toy Story, Monsters Inc, Bourne Identity, Bourne Supremacy, Sin City, Serendipity.
-Favorite show: Teen Titans, or anything on Discovery Channel
-Favorite holiday: Halloween
R A N D O M:
-What are you going to do after this: Get to work!
-Who’s someone you wish you could sleep with but can’t (famous person): I’m not tell you and taking crap for it later! :P
-Do you do drugs: nope
-Do you smoke: nope
-Do you think you’re attractive: I think I look better the most elephants, but koalas have me beat hands down.
Scorpio – InfoSpace
Interesting, very interesting. I did hang out with someone tonight I didn’t expect to (until a few days ago)…Interesting tie into the horoscope. Just a coincidence or just what the cosmos ordered? Who knows? No one. :)
“If you’ve recently stopped seeing someone, prepare for unexpected company today or tonight — and over the next month or so, in fact. Whoever you’ve just left behind may be back for yet another dramatic scene, too, so it’s up to you to make them realize that this really is it and you both really do need to move on. And don’t forget to lavish some attention on that new flame in between commercials.”
Daily Horoscope: Scorpio – InfoSpace
Back-posting fun
Fun for the whole family! Hey y’all! [sick sick I know!] I have been busy in the last week, but I have been writing – I just need to post my stuff. I’ll update this posting with links to all the back-posted blogs tonight. I removed all of my placeholders (just made them drafts) until tonight when I can post them all.
The good news: I have been working on a new blog design and setup. I hate to leave blogger; but I really want categories…actually, that’s my only reason for considering it. More news on that front later.
How is everyone doing?
.: the babbling dweeb :. 