“More than any other time in history, mankind faces a crossroads. One path leads to despair and utter hopelessness. The other, to total extinction. Let us pray we have the wisdom to choose correctly.”
– Woody Allen
I’m might OD [overdose]
Yes, that’s right…this is a confession of all confessions. After all my quotes about love, life and more. My comments towards substance abuse (which might not really have ever been posted). After telling myself I really am a good boy…I might overdose.
It’s so sad to think something like this could happen to me, but it just might. I can feel the urge for more pleasure, more enjoyment…more fun with my friends! Who doesn’t want more? More comes with a price. More makes you feel terrible in the morning. More makes you feel guilty. More makes you feel lonely. More is NOT better.
I just might not make it…
That’s right, I’m talking about WEDDINGS! You knew that, right? What?! Wait…what were you thinking? Whatever. So yea…weddings.
What the hell is going on? Seriously? I just went to (and was in) a wedding a few weeks ago. I have one on Friday this week…and another Saturday. Next weekend on Saturday I have another wedding. Two weeks later I have a bachelor party on Saturday…and the next week I have another wedding. There is a different bachelor party the same night as the wedding next week and the following week is the wedding for that guy…and there is a wedding that was postponed until next year and then one of my other friends is getting married next year and he just asked me to be in his wedding…I know I have at least two more weddings coming up for my friends who better buy their girlfriend a ring soon or I might go crazy from the wedding tension that surrounds them. A guy last night told me he has six weddings he is going to or he is in this summer…they are all back to back weekends!!
Weddings…they are so fun, but I might me…just maybe…totally…SICK OF PEOPLE GETTING MARRIED. Wedding this and wedding that…blah blah blah. What’s so funny? Oh I didn’t tell you: I’m a total sap for weddings. *puke* I wish all of my friends happiness in their relationships…and they get it…then I complain that they got it. I’m so cool! :)
“Be careful what you wish for.”
– Unknown
I am all over the map
Wow…talk about mood swings the past week; stress is cool. Let’s see if I can stay in context on this one!
I am…
- happy
- pissy
- loving my job
- hating my job
- loving my grades
- hating my school bill
- loving my new friends
- hating my social life
- loving my camera
- hating my memory card (it’s too small haha)
- loving my toys
- hating my bills
- loving my income
- hating my car
- loving my new car prospect
- hating my down payment
- loving my old friends
- hating my out-of-shape-ness (shh, I made it up)
- loving my iPod
- hating my iTunes (lack of iPod choice)
- loving my books
- hating my lack of time to read as of late
- loving my clean room
- hating my pile of laundry
- loving my new mac
- hating my not-compatible-with-a-mac camera
- loving my new storage boxes
- hating my lack of storage space
I feel better now.
“A great secret of success is to go through life as a man who never gets used up.”
– Albert Schweitzer
So don’t be this piece of gum :)
I have a new pet
Meet Herbie the hedgehog! :) He follows your mouse pointer when you play with him…don’t click to much or he’ll hide.
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“After all it is those who have a deep and real inner life who are best able to deal with the irritating details of outer life.”
– Evelyn Underhill
.: the babbling dweeb :. 